July 2011
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I just have so many thoughts in my head. where am i going. what the hell am i doing. why do i sometimes feel not real and then other times just feel so alive and connected to the earth. what is my purpose and what is this life about. what am i striving to do. i just need to be somewhere where i can get my head back on straight and i’m not even sure where that is. but i need to find it soon. ...
June 2011
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I know what I want, but I don’t know how to get there. It’s funny because I also know that I am scared about everything. So fucking scared. I’m paranoid. I think too deeply. It sucks.
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Listening to the birds this morning. So happy that I did not have to work today :) What a lovely day it is outside. I am going to go enjoy it <3
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I worked until ten tonight. Sleep for a bit and then at it again at six a.m. yay. haha. More hours for me though, and I got less this week so that’s good :)
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I don’t like my dreams from last night. They scared me, and I really don’t want to think about that kinda stuff. I’m not sure why I even thought those thoughts. All I wanted to do was play frisbee in my dream. Not think about scary stuff :(
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I want to get away for a while a week maybe two. I want to go experience things, I want to see what this world is about. I want to be treated nice, and I want to be treated like dirt. I want to know what people in this world are like. I know that many will just treat you like dirt because that is how they were brought up. To be selfish and think of nobody but themselves. They may have grown up...
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So tired, I don't want to work at five a.m...
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I want to start writing more, I have been thinking of ways to do it everyday that will make me better in my writing and learn something new as well. I have thought about finding a word that I can talk about and weave it into the piece so I can better my vocabulary and also be writing more. I’m just a little bit nervous. That’s all.
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