it’s just the life I lead. I take things as they come and go and I live life in the thoughts that it will bring my way whatever it wants good and bad. I can embrace it and give it what I’ve got. I’m just me living in the big wide world and there is a lot of beautiful things to see :)Tumblr (3.0; @lj90)http://lj90.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcb05jntnv1qzl0f0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p>via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://theantidote.tumblr.com/post/34103955033/a-sweet-perfume-by-fredbouaine">theantidote</a>: <strong>A Sweet Perfume</strong> (by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/fredbouaine85/8112780228/in/contacts/">FREDBOUAINE ☮</a>)</p> </blockquote>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/36559363807http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/36559363807Sun, 25 Nov 2012 20:44:40 -0500flowerbeautifulpurpleartlifelivingcalmingphotographypeacefulnaturewaterbeauty<p>I don&#8217;t know why but I just have this deep sorrow in my gut. Everything is going okay with the things around me. I&#8217;m getting my life on track, and I have a wonderful boyfriend who supports me. As well as family members and friends. But I just have this feeling I can&#8217;t shake. A feeling of emptiness that overwhelms me a lot of time and I try to make it go away. I don&#8217;t know how. And I have a day off so I&#8217;m just not really doing anything. I try so hard to just run away from it all and make it disappear but it just creeps back. I don&#8217;t want it. I want to be happy and feeling good. I hate the way my mind works and I just want to fix myself but I don&#8217;t know how.</p>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/34640578710http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/34640578710Tue, 30 Oct 2012 12:23:33 -0400feelingsemptinesslifethoughtshappyworldfamilyfriendssad<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbjht2ABgi1rr76gdo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/33107811703http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/33107811703Sun, 07 Oct 2012 16:29:16 -0400feelingsonoffswitch<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbjfs4majR1rr76gdo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/33107765705http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/33107765705Sun, 07 Oct 2012 16:28:40 -0400handrainfeelingwetcoollife<p>It&#8217;s been a month since I have posted anything on here. I don&#8217;t know what is going on with me. I am in a numb state of mind.  Things in life are going well but my head is just way out in left field. I am pretty sure something is wrong with me. I am taking it as it comes.  I will be okay soon I hope.</p>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/33107390686http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/33107390686Sun, 07 Oct 2012 16:23:42 -0400hopelifelivingworldmindthinkingsadfeelingsworkblah<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7qmvm2FOU1ruz3mio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/33106905642http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/33106905642Sun, 07 Oct 2012 16:17:17 -0400bettermeforyou<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4rgm973v81qavtl1o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/31008444574http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/31008444574Thu, 06 Sep 2012 15:57:12 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9y1qtrUJ41qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/31008040642http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/31008040642Thu, 06 Sep 2012 15:49:00 -0400popciclekiwifruitsticksummerfuntastysnackhealthyyumsweet<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9y1n5s7Sa1qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/31007923818http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/31007923818Thu, 06 Sep 2012 15:47:00 -0400liquidsplashmugflowersnicecalmingrelaxinglightpicture<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9y1en7pt01qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/31007651659http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/31007651659Thu, 06 Sep 2012 15:42:00 -0400iceglassneonglowcolorfundrink<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9wm3k5baC1qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30968062820http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30968062820Wed, 05 Sep 2012 21:14:00 -0400lightchandelierprettyoldstylevintage<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9wm1a5KY81qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30967960929http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30967960929Wed, 05 Sep 2012 21:12:00 -0400feelingssadtimelifelivingworldthoughts<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9wlzskkbt1qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30967893897http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30967893897Wed, 05 Sep 2012 21:11:00 -0400skycloudscolorwaterlifeworldsunprettynatureartphotographypeacecalmrelaxing<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9wlxckeK31qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30967782214http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30967782214Wed, 05 Sep 2012 21:10:24 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9wlr3GWDg1qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30967504409http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30967504409Wed, 05 Sep 2012 21:06:00 -0400hummingbirdfavoritebirdsmallsprettycolorfulartartisticlifelovelivingworldtinystrong<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9wlf42Udl1qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30966965572http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30966965572Wed, 05 Sep 2012 20:59:00 -0400refusetosinklifeliving<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9wlbyzVDN1qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30966826465http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30966826465Wed, 05 Sep 2012 20:57:34 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9wl3ptNXj1qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30966456485http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30966456485Wed, 05 Sep 2012 20:52:00 -0400colorsoundvibrationwavessplashrumbleawesome<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9wkztSJa81qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30966281791http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30966281791Wed, 05 Sep 2012 20:50:00 -0400happinesshardtofindlifesearching<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9wkrmMTmQ1qhjwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30965913323http://lj90.tumblr.com/post/30965913323Wed, 05 Sep 2012 20:45:00 -0400ducksfloatingcolorglowinthedarkbubblesawesomelightshine